Monday, April 25, 2005

Tommy's Party


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Originally uploaded by jason7655.

I've got all the pictures uploaded from Tommy's going away party. He's going to help start a church plant in Birmingham, Alabama. You can go have a look at the pictures yourself.

Friday, April 22, 2005

Great Movie - Hero

This movie is one of the better ones I've seen, and I constantly go to it for inspiration (at lest the trailer.)

Here's a good link with the trailers and featurettes on it. Click on the first trailers to go to Apple's movie site to watch the English trailers if you'd like.

I would highly recommend this movie to everyone. The cinematography is really good.

I had this video embedded but I've removed it now....there you go Chris.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Redesign

I've changed the template on the site, just a temp solution as I'm working on a design that is based off of one of the templates on blogger. Some of the features are gone for now, but hopefully not for too long. Please bear with me as I change things up a bit.

NOTE: I've now made most of the major changes that I plan on making for now. Any opinions on the new look? I just threw it together based on some other designs on blogger, but it's really based off of one of the better templates.

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Need a good laugh?

These might pick you up:
Mediocre
poor kid
Rocking baby
poor kid 2
Oh how I love these 4
Trunk Monkey 1
Trunk Monkey 2
Trunk Monkey 3
Trunk Monkey 4

And to finish it off, we should all be so kind to others....
Icy

Sunday, April 17, 2005

I've began reading Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis, all the while neglecting the book I need to read for class. I wanted to share this reading with you. This is very long, but well worth the read.

A little intro on the book from christianbooks.com:
Wormwood, a demon apprentice, has been given his first earthly assignment---secure the damnation of a young man who's just become a Christian. He seeks the advice of an experienced devil---his uncle Screwtape. Their correspondence discloses the psychology of temptation from the other side. Invaluable insights on temptation, pride, the power of prayer, and the ultimate victory of faith over the forces evil.


The 8th letter

My dear Wormwood,
So you ‘have great hopes that the patient’s religious phase is dying away’, have you? I always thought the Training College had gone to pieces since they put old Slubgob at the head of it, and now I am sure. Has no one ever told you about the law of Undulation?
Humans are amphibians—half spirit and half animal. (The Enemy’s determination to produce such a revolting hybrid was one of the things that determined Our Father withdraw his support from Him.) As spirits they belong to the eternal world, but as animals they inhabit time. This means that while their spirit can be directed to an eternal object, their bodies, passions, and imaginations are in continual change, for to be in time means to change. Their nearest approach to constancy, therefore, is undulation—the repeated return to a level from which they repeatedly fall back, a series of troughs and peaks. If you had watched your patient carefully you would have seen this undulation in every department of his life—his interest in his work, his affection for his friends, his physical appetites, all go up and down. As long as he lives on earth periods of emotional and bodily richness and liveliness will alternate with periods of numbness and poverty. The dryness and dullness through which your patient is now going are not, as you fondly suppose, your workmanship; they are merely a natural phenomenon which will do us no good unless you make a good use of it.
To decide what the best use of it is, you must ask what use the Enemy wants to make of it, and then do the opposite. Now it may surprise you to learn that in His efforts to get permanent possession of a soul, He relies on the troughs even more than on the peaks; some of His special favourites have gone through longer and deeper troughs than anyone else. The reason is this. To us a human is primarily food; our aim is the absorption of its will into ours, the increase of our own area of selfhood at its expense. But the obedience which the Enemy demands of men is quite a different thing. One must face the fact that all the talk about His love for men, and His service being perfect freedom, is not (as one would gladly believe) mere propaganda, but an appalling truth. He really does want to fill the universe with a lot of loathsome little replicas of Himself—creatures whose life, on its miniature scale, will be qualitatively like His own, not because He has absorbed them but because their wills freely conform to His. We want cattle who can finally become food; He wants servants who can finally become sons. We want to suck in, He wants to give out. We are empty and would be filled; He is full and flows over. Our war aim is a world in which Our Father Below has drawn all other beings unto himself; the Enemy wants a world full of beings united to Him but still distinct.
And that is where the troughs come in. You must have often wondered why the Enemy does not make more use of His power to be sensibly present to human souls in any degree He chooses and at any moment. But you now see that the Irresistible and the Indisputable are the two weapons which the very nature of His scheme forbids Him to use. Merely to override a human will (as His felt presence in any but the faintest and most mitigated degree would certainly do) would be for Him useless. He cannot ravish. He can only woo. For His ignoble idea is to eat the cake and have it; the creatures are to be one with Him, but yet themselves; merely to cancel them, or assimilate them, will not serve. He is prepared to do a little overriding at the beginning. He will set them off with communications of His presence which, though faint, seem great to them, with emotional sweetness, and easy conquest over temptation. But He never allows this state of affairs to last long. Sooner or later He withdraws, if not in fact, at least from their conscious experience, all those supports and incentives. He leaves the creature to stand up on its own legs—to carry out from the will alone duties which have lost all relish. It is during such trough periods, much more than during the peak periods, that it is growing into the sort of creature He wants it to be. Hence the prayers offered in the state of dryness are those which please Him best. We can drag our patients along by continual tempting, because we design them only for the table, and the more their will is interfered with the better. He cannot ‘tempt’ to virtue as we do to vice. He wants them to learn to walk and must therefore take away His hand; and if only the will to walk is really there He is pleased even with their stumbles. Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy’s will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys.
But of course the troughs afford opportunities to our side also. Next week I will give you some hints on how to exploit them,
Your affectionate uncle
SCREWTAPE

Your thoughts on this letter from Screwtape? It might even make you want to read the book. I know it's been interesting so far.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Knock yourself out with these great links:

80's commercials:
http://www.x-entertainment.com/downloads/

Great wallpapers:
http://hubblesite.org/gallery/wallpaper/

Neat idea:
http://zonezero.com/magazine/essays/diegotime/time.html


Have fun.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

I visited the apartment complex that I would be moving to if I went to help out at Mission Arlington. It's a government housing (HUD) property, but it wasn't what I thought it might be. As I drove out there this morning, all the while feeling sick as a dog from this cold, I prayed that I wouldn't look at the outside of a apartment complex while making a decision. I want it to be all God, and none of me....but that's so much harder to do than say. The apartment was nice though, and it's next door to another worker there. I will probably have to let them know something in the next couple of weeks, and right now I see it as an open door. For those few of you who read these posts please pray that this will be all about glorifying God and absolutely nothing about Jason. His will be done in my life and yours.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Forgot to add that I have done a makeover to sufficientgrace.com. I do this way too often. Let me know what you think. (you know who you are)

It's been a long time since I've been sick, but I believe I've caught it from my friend Wilson (you can see him with an easter egg here). I believe he's famous now after this picture, at least I got his interview now.

Still going through the long term process with the board. Kind of scared to look at all the paperwork(online that is) so it's going slow in the last couple of days.

I'm going out to Mission Arlington in the morning to talk to Tillie again about helping out with a bible study. This one she is telling me about would mean that I move out there to be closer. I would love to work with internationals but I'm not sure if this one fits that bill or not. Please be in prayer for me as I'm trying to discern whether or not I should do this or not.

Well, I guess I'll go back to feeling cruddy for the rest of the day.

Friday, April 01, 2005

I have had many conversations over the past few weeks about how falling love shouldn't be hard, at least the initial onset of it and the problems that we give it. As someone who will be thirty years old soon, it's interesting to listen to all the opinions and how they gel or don't gel with the ones that I have.

Something today made me think about this again, and while I can't go into the specifics of what it is, I can address how I feel about some of it. The thoughts of pursuing someone, playing the game, and falling a love are all things that we must battle with, especially if you are a guy.
There are a few things that I note up front, and while I don’t agree with them they are important to note.

Girls want to be pursued. They want a guy to go after them and show them that they are special and that they deserve to be pursued. This seems to be a proper want and a noble one at that, but underneath the surface it goes so much deeper. As a guy, I get to watch my friends around me (and participate myself sometimes) as they try to decide if there is enough interest from the other party to even pursue them in the first place. I’m not a good judge of what’s on a girl’s mind, and I would venture a guess that most guys I know are just as bad at it as I am. I think if females were a little bit easier to figure out (ain’t going to happen) then it would be easier for them to be pursued by the ones that like them. So…if you want to be pursued…then make sure the guy knows that.

Playing the game isn’t something we want to do as we get older, but the problem is that the game works most (or a good bit) of the time. Just a few weeks ago I had a date, and someone (a guy) asked me if I was going to wait three days to call her. Seems like that is the proper guy thing to do. The answer for me is, NO, if I’m interested I’m not going to wait more than a full day at best depending on the circumstances. Given my success ratio there seems to be a better approach but I’m not sure what it is. There’s something to that feeling a girl gets after a date and she has to wait to hear from a guy. Maybe the interest builds up inside her. I don’t know. I don’t agree with it, but I see it work with some people. Will I do it, no, but as I told a friend the other day…..it seems that those who play the game date a whole lot more. That also opens up another question. As Christians who are seeking the one God would have for us, we shouldn’t be dating just to date. We should know pretty much (although not exact) if we are interested in getting to know someone, and that probably leads to us not dating as many people. Another topic for another day.

Falling in love is such a noble pursuit. What lies in the balance as we age is the prospect of being alone for much longer than we would imagine. I would like to temper that with telling you to read 1 Corinthians 7:29-35. Singleness can be a good thing. For those of us who face the prospect of serving on the mission field while we are single, that is a monumental idea to grasp. We have to realize that if we are called to marriage, that God is preparing someone for us just as we are being prepared for them. That being said, we make it too hard. Maybe we prolong things by making our list too specific or by not even knowing what we are looking for. These are some deep thoughts that I have nowhere near the grasp upon them that I desire, but I do have one opinion that I have garnered from watching my fellow man as well as looking in the mirror.

“We make finding love more difficult than it has to be. If we had our face fully upon God and fully trusted Him to take control of it, then we wouldn’t be facing insecurities about our singleness.”

The battle is long and hard, and I’m in the middle of it just like many of my friends….but I wonder what would happen if we dropped down our guard. What if we dropped the games, the ideas of the perfect pursuit, and the imaginary ideal of falling in love (not to be confused with the actual act of falling in love with someone) and just took a step out on faith. Glorify God and we can’t go wrong, but what a gigantic task that is and one that I would hope we could all seek.

I haven't written that much in a very long time unless it was for an assignment, so I will definitely walk away from the keyboard very quickly now.